tagged by yana n ale~~

001.Your Name: Syazuwani binti Abdull Rahman
002.Nicknames: syazu/wani...prefer syazu sbb nmpk cool..hehehe..wani for "ayu" person k..
003.Married: nope
004.Zodiac sign: aquarius
005.Male or Female: female
006.Age: 20
007.Highschool: MJSC Transkrian
008.College: UPDMB
009.Residence: kuala kangsar
010.Hair color: RED(hot)
011.Long or shorthair: due2..half pnjg,half pendek...can u imagine it??hehe~~
012.Smoke: definitely nope!
013.Drink: nope~~
014.Available: erm not available!!
015.Are you a health freak?: erm nope~
016.Height: 160 cm
017.Do u have a crush on someone?: yes i do~~hehehe
018.Do u like yourself?: of course yes...!!every part of me....
019:Piercings: nope
020.Tattoos: tidak la pulak...haram!!hehehe~~
021:Righty or lefty: righty
022:First Surgery: dun hav~~~
023:First piercing:forgot dah~but pnh once..
024:First best friend/s: nurul dianah ahmad mahyidin
025:First Award :masa tadika..dpt plajar terbaik lol~~tak bley blaaa~~
026:love cats?:nope la...
027:First pet: takde juge...gile b0san~~
028:First Vacation: wuuu,tak ingat...
029:First COncert:tgk concert kat tv jek..mklumlah,org kampung,,hehehe~
030.First crush: sumbody
049.Eating: wah..suke la...suke sngt mkn
P050.Drinking alcohol: nope n never~
052.Im about to: about to share..ahahha(ada kaitan ke yana??)
053.Listening to:goyang duyu
054.Food: nasi lemak
055.Drink : carrot susu...dh lama tak minum~~
056.Colors: purple and yellow
057.Number: 22,20

YOUR FUTURE:
058.Want kids: mawu...nk yg comel..kalo leh ikot muke ayh yg ensem..kikikiki..
kalo ikot muke mummy die..cm tak bape nk comel jek..heehhehe
059.want to get married?: yes..wif mohd faiz b.mohd mokhtar..amin~~

WHICH IS BETTER?
068.Lips or eyes: lips
069.Hugs or kisses: both..but prefer hugs~~
070:Shorter or taller: taller.
072:Romantic or spontaneous?:of course romantic la!!
073:Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms~~~
074:Sensitive or loud: both..pros n cons
075:Hook up or relationship: relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:
079.Drank bubbles: ape tu??wuu~~
080.Lost glasses/contacts: yep..twice!!
081.Ran away from home: tak pernah..mama polis..die pesan dh jgn lari umah..nnti kes tuh die kna amik...hehhehe...
082.Liked someone younger: maybe yes,maybe not~~
083.Like someone Older: yepp2
084.Broken someones heart: pernah!!jahatnye saye
085.Been arrested: nope
086.Turned someone down: many times!!
087.Cried when someone died: yep2..tapi tak baik kan??huhuhu~~
088.Liked a friend: yes i am...sangat!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089.In yourself: yes,of course...i believe myself m0re than others
090.Miracles: sumtimes...
091.Love at firstsight: yes i do!!yippie~
092.Heaven: sure sure
093.Santa Claus: santa claus tak...tapi santa setiagangsa yes(my classmate)ngee~~
094.Sex on the first date:nope!!
095.The more u hate the more u love : yes,its true...
096.Angels?: yes of course

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097.Is there one person you want to be with u rite now? : yes!!really hope die da kat sini
098.Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: boyfriend ada satu je..
099.Do u believe in God?: always n forever~~
100.DO u love someone rite now? : always and forever~

yana n ale..sori lambt jawab tagged ni..baru ada time to jawab..tq much2 frens~~

ketawa dalam duka~~

alhamdulillah..thanks to Allah as i've just finished my 1st sem exam..
everythings going smoothly...
really happy....happy!!happy!!
yabedabeduuuu....but in da happiness,for sure there will be a sadness behind it..
guess what???as we all "plan baik punya" wanna hang out goint to dufan,bandung,
having shopping...waaaa,really heaven..BUT~~~
today we r going to check our account,hoping our scholar dah masuk...
dgn kecewanya....dwet scholar tak masuk2..
its unfair!!!!bcoz certain of us dh dpt dwet scholar....really unfair..
rasa nk marah sangat!!!dah la nk kna byr dwet sewa rumah ni..
nk bli brg balik msia pon takde dwet..hampeh~~~
nape la jadi cmni..baru nk happy2 after exam...dah tak boleh...
apepon to kwn2 yg dh dpt dwet scholar..selamat enjoy~~~

love~~

LOVE

"I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,

it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.

But the day I met you,

I began to see,

that love is real, and exists in me.

Because of you my world is now whole,

Because of you love lives in my soul.

Because of youI have laughter in my eyes,

Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes.

You are my pillarmy stone of strength,

With me through all seasonsand great times of length.

My love for you is pureboundless through space and time,

it grows stronger everyday

with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.

At the altarI will joyously say 'I do',

for I have it all nowand

it's all because of you."

I just found diz poem from the internet when i'm searching for romantic poems..

as everybody knows..i'm not kinda romantic person,

dunno how to express my feelings towards my love,

it can be classified as"hati kering" species,

am i ryte my dear??

suddenly i found diz sweet poem and i really wanna dedicate it to my MR.RIGHT...

one step move,trying to be sweet..

is it sweet??hehehe~~

P/S:my dear friends,sweet tak ni??ajar la..hehehe~~

warghh~~

WARGHHHHHH~~~

DEAR MR.OS...MR.COR & MR.REN...

U MAKE MY DAY FULL OF STRESS

BUT,NEVER MIND

I COMFORT MYSELF TO STILL LOVE N CARE BOUT U

SO,PLZZ COOPERATE WITH ME DIZ TUESDAY KAY

I PROMIZ IF U CAN COOPERATE WITH ME

I WILL LOVE U FOREVER N EVER

MUAHSSXX!!

P/S:mr.os(osteo),mr.ren(kidney),mr.cor(heart)

market vs exam hall~~

VS

huhuhu..
jez wake up from my sleep...b4 tido tadi sngt semngt nk study anatomi..
rase nk mamah2 semua je notes cardiovaskular n urogenital...
tapi tetbe..bila dah wake up..dh buka notes...the spirit ilang cmtuh jek..
ke mane die menghilang ni???selama setengah jam mencari semangat itu..
tidak dijumpai...finally i fed up....rasa geram sebab smngt yang dicari tak kunjung tiba..
akhirnya mencari my lappie,rasa wanna write sumthing sbg langkah dan cara mndapatkan mud... hurmmm arini exam agama islam..alhamdulillah leh jawab question2 die..tapi suasana dewan exam mcm pasar...boleh dikatakan most of them meniru2 dngn penuh bergaya...
gaya kuak lentang,kuak dada,kuak kupu2,smua ada...dgn koreografi yang pelbagai..
mereka sangat hebat....mmg mntap...rupanya..inilah kelebihan yang ada pada mereka...
tak dpt disangkal lagi...saye memerhatikan je diorg dgn senyuman yang kelat dan basi...
rasa nk je amik video diz situation n hantar kat jpa...why they send us to this kind of univercity... rasa nk menjerit...arghhhhhhhhhhh~~~plzz la....this is too much for me...
mcm mana nk majukan bangsa kalo bangsa sendiri begini???mana pergi nilai2 yg diterapkan dalam P*******A....what the heck~~so kekdg slalu gak terfikir,mungkin ada hikmah kitorg dihantar kat sini...tapi blom dijumpai lagi apekah kelebihan yg ada di sini.....pastu after we all nye batch punye exam..masukla senior lak dlm exam hall...ya ampun..nama je senior batch 2007 tapi perangai...still tak matured..berlari2,bertolak2 cari sit diorg..tukar2 kerusi bila dpt kerusi yg tak best..menjerit2...apekah semua ini??..dan persolan lagi...sampai bila semua harus begini??? takpelah...in positive side,i think...whatever thing it is...kna kuatkan mental n fizikal hadapi smua ini..kejayaan takkan dtg bergolek...be a gud dentist...dun ever MENIRU~~~ to all my friends...our journey masih pnjang.....survive dgn hati yg tng..walau mmg rasa nk marah...jgn kite pulak yg jadi mcm diorg....go go!!till then...dah dpt smngt dah ni....wanna start study...adios~~~

bad day~~

tday is a bad day la...

cant f0cus on study...sebab tetbe ase susah nk breathing...

time exam ni la sakit nk menyerang...

dunno what my pointer gonna be...can jez praying to hav some luck~~

now i wanna tell what do i feel diz week...

1)feels so weak,lemah satu bdn..rasa mcm dh tak leh nk stand dah..

2)rasa nk mrh sbb sakit ni watkan saya takleh nk fokus pada study..langsung tak bole

3)rasa sedih sbb tringatkan family...diz munint,my mom marah sbb tak jaga kesihatan..she did not allow my father to wake me up as usual in da munint...mama ckp,kna cukup rehat...

4)rasa sngt isolated...kwn2 dh jrg nk communicate...wpn nama je dok satu rumah...nmpk btg idung masing2 during exam jek....msg2 byk habiskan masa dlm bilik...yana...i think..aku dh lama tak jumpe n lpk ngn ko...i mis dat moment kot~~~but i know smua org nk masa bersendiri..but rasa cm dh tak rapat~~~

5)rasa nk menangis sbb tak dpt celebrate bday wif family n my love...huhuhu :(selalunya tiap kali bday..msti mama blikan kek..waaaa~~dpt adiah istimewa...wuu~~mish dat moment...nk balik..

hope balik nnti mama still celebrate my bday..wpon ta nak,saya tetap akn mintak..ngeee~~

6)rasa gembira bila kwn2 wish bday...sbb dorg ingt my bday...tq so much guys~~syg korg!!

7)rasa tak sabar dah nk balik msia...will be in malaysia on 3rd feb...yeay!!tlg smbut saye dgn meriah dan paluan kompang..ahahahha..padahal balik dari indon je...hehehe:)

8)rasa takot nk face exam next week sbb smua killer subject..matila saya~~~

9)rasa tak sabar nk tggu dwet scholar masuk..dah berlegar2 di fikiran ape yg dibuat dgn dwet itu...ngeeeee~~~

10)rasa sayang hey rasa sayang2 hey...hehehe..tetbe rase syg kat smua org yg really close n cncern bout me....~~

harap2 smua feeling yg baik ini dpt terus kekal dlm hati...dan feelings2 tidak bgus ini dibuang jauh2...stay focus for exam~~~dadaaaa~~~

not feeling well~~

adoyai..

tday is a bad day to me..

i'm not feeling well....sakit perut melanda..not even study for pancasila..

i jez go n sit for da exam without knowing anything..without any input in my brain..

jez a little information dat i can remember...OMIGOD....why its happened??

whatever thing it is..mende dh lepas..dunno hows my pancasila result gonna be...

hopefully i still can achieves my target...jealous with those of my friends seems like they were so happy wif their pancasila paper...after exam they discuss their answers wif happy n big smile..but me???can jez run away go back home becoz i'm not feeling well...by diz time i`ve vomit for da 5th time...such a terrible n horrible...sangat sakettt~~feels like wanna cry loudly...i miss my family..miss them damn much...if at home...mom n dad will treat me in da nice way..here??i jez got my friends to help me..thanx a lot to liyana,mas,trah n din....without all of u..i dun even can get up from my bed~~feels like wanna cry when nobody care about ourself ryte???whatever things happened,anggap sebagai dugaan dari Allah...pasti kite boley tersenyum wpn sakit...smile in pain~~ZzzzZZzzZZzz

*not in mood*

smile in pain~~

my dear fren..
dunno whatelse shuld i do to help you dear..
sumtimes i blame myself for not being such a gud friend to u...
do tell me your problems dear..dats what friendship is all about..
plzz my dear...dun ever say dat u gonna be okay..but u dont~~
i know dat i cant understand ur feelings,ur pain...
but i really wanna help u my dear....u r strong my gal...
really strong..u r not like what u alwez said.."aku lembik"...
diz word is not for u....absolutely not for u my dear..
u such a strong person...full of pain insides but u still manage to handle all this thing..


"Aku membenteng diri degan nama TUhan yang mempunyai kemuliaan dan kekuatan.Aku berpegang teguh pada Tuhan yang menguasai alam nyata dan alam tidak nyata,aku bertawakal kepada Tuhan yang Hidup dan tidak mati selama-lamanya.sem0ga kiranya Engkau hindarkan kami ya Allah dari bala dan wabah.sesungguhnya Engkau maha KUasa atas tiap-tiap sesuatu".AMIN~~

mumbling~~

waaaa tday dah selesai lagi satu paper...
chem n physic done!!weee...release~~peace~~
hehehhee....so far so good as da questions not really difficult..
jez a few mistakes..alhamdulillah..moga Allah mempermudahkan semuanya..amin~~
org lain ngah bertungkus lumus study for tmrw paper,i still hav time to write sumthing here..
hehhehe...tak sedar diri lagi...waaa tmrw PANCASILA subject...wuuuu~~~
rase cm nk hempuk2 pale kat meja...a lot of thing to be remembered bout history,systems of diz country....wuu mcm ada batu besar yg diletakkan di atas kepala ini..
dunno what shuld i do..whatever thing it is..i hav to face it...plus ngan paper KEWARGANEGARAAN on diz thursday...everything bout indonesia kna tawu..
tntg negara snirik???wuuuu~~~tetbe rase SAYANG sngt kat MALAYSIA...
huhuhu...SIGH~~nk mengeluh pon tak gune kan..
baik start study..to liyana...pity of u..hope sngat yana cpt sihat..kna kuat yana hadapi smua ni..
wish u all da best....mari kite usaha bersama2...menuju puncak~~gemilang cahaya~~
hehehehe...till ere...dunno whatelse to say...nothing important n nothing interesting diz few days~~jez exam..exam..exam..BOOrinGGG things~~adios!!

good luck~~

"Ya Allah,tidak ada yang mudah,kecuali sesuatu yang Engkau mudahkan,Engkaulah yang menjadikan yang susah itu mudah".AMIN

"Ya Allah,tambahkanlah kepadaku ilmu dan berilah aku faham dan pengertian yang baik".AMIN

Good luck to all moestoporians...Semoga Allah memberikan ke

mudahan kepada kita untuk menjawab soalan peperiksaan yang bakal kita hadapi..

USAHA+DOA+TAWAKAL

my dear 'she'~~~

to my dear 'she'..
diz few days,i saw u r in unhappy mood~~
less talking,less jokes,less laughing...
u r not da same as b4...why??
i'm trying to ask u...try to help u..
but i afraid u gonna think i'm too bz body..
whatelse shuld i do...wanna see u happy as b4~~~
plzzz do tell me whats r going on...
whatever thing it is...ur buddies are owez besides u...
to give u spirit....be strong my dear 'she'...
love u....~~~

bz weeks~~~

bz week will be start next week..

no time to play around...no time to hav fun....no time to hang out...

huh..dats what i hate most...wuuu~~~

but i hav to stay focus..although exam will stat on diz monday..

still hav a lot of things to be covered...10subjects in 2 weeks could me become crazy..

especially for da killer subjects such as dental anatomy,human anatomy,biology...

my room become messy...full of notes on da table...huhuhuhu~~

but no worries kay~~

for me..life muz be as usual...still hav time to have jokes wif my frens....

plzzz n plzzz dun make da exam weeks become stressfull weeks for us..

enjoy da exam~~insyaAllah everything gonna be fine...

plzz bother about other person feelings...dun jez sitting in our own room to study all da time..

besides jez sitting n study hard,burning da midnight oil...muz remember dat we shuld hav an enough rest...take a deep breath..going having some chit-chat wif frens..

all diz is very important to avoid ourself from become stress...if u guys not believe it..try it first!!

what da most important is in diz exams week is do make ur life as usual... jez put some more efforts in study~~to all my friends..i wish u gudlak n all da best.....

p/s:liyana..i'm worry bout u kay..plzz n plzz jaga kesihatan kay during diz exam weeks~~